Today was just one of those days.

Steph here.

Everything seems so perfect. I'm sitting in my bedroom blogging with my kitten sleeping beside me and drinking fresca. But this is all just a false reality. In actual reality, my best friend is being tormented by her ex boyfriend. I can tolerate some things, most things actually, but that crosses a whole other line. Nothing bothers me more than seeing someone i care about being so torn apart by one person who doesn't fucking see that they should just get over it!

Along with that, today was just generally a shitty day. I was having trouble understanding anything someone said to me. I was especially jumpy and easily startled. People were pissing me off. I was forgetting the words to the songs i was singing in theatre class, which is soo not like me.

On a positive note, i have to make my vlog for the order tonight and post it tomorrow. And i'm FINALLY done my Macbeth unit un english class. No more fuckin Shakespeare. Thats it for positive things about today.

Ohh wait, theres one more thing. I'm going to start writing a song for the order on my guitar!! its gonna be kickin. i just need to figure out the lyrics lol

So anyways, back to the realm of false reality. Actual reality sucks. Seriously. Here in my realm of false reality, I've accomplished a lot of things. I published some of my stories. I've written a whole book of songs and lyrics and such. I have a boyfriend. I'm also a wizard, but thats besides the point lol

Speaking of boyfriends, My friend and i have this "game" we play that's basically describing each others perfect boyfriend. Mine would be the following:

• Taller than me, but not by much. (I dont want to have to go on my toes to kiss him all the time)
• Short dark brown, dirty blonde or strawberry blonde hair.
• Green, blue or gold eyes.
• Sweet, not too overprotective, funny.
• Have things in common, but not too many things. It's always good to have things you like to do yourself
• He has to like my friends (or at least tollerate them. they can be a bit crazy sometimes)

So far though, that guy hasn't shown up yet. There are some guys who meet some of the things, but they're still in deliberation.

Everything you do in life depends on the choices you make every day. Make the right choices now so that later on in life, things will be better.

Until next time, may the odds be ever in your favour.